Ost Full house - Fate (Translation )

I don't really know love
I didn't know it would come to me like this
My heart doesn't act like it
Wants to in front of my love

If I knew I was going to be like this,
I wouldn’t have started in the first place
Like a fool I am regretting this late

I wished that you wouldn't be my love
I wished that it wouldn't be you
You decided me, telling me that its not love

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this
I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad

I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you
What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love
But I yearn for everything about you

I wished that you wouldn't be my love
I wished that it wouldn't be you
You decided me
Telling me that its not love
I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this
I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad

Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can’t contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again
It makes it even more hard